I am not sure what to do in my current situation. First off I am 28, I'm married and I have a soon to be 4 yr old son. I have been with my h uh sband going on 6 years in April. The thing is I'm not really happy in our marriage. I love my husband. I have known him since I was 8. I lost my virginity to him when I was 13 and we got together in 2010. He's a hard worker, a good father and has been through so much with me. I just feel that I'm not in love anymore. sex is not thrilling, no exciting, it feels like a chore. He keep nd of controls me in a lot of ways and I just want to break free and be independent for once in my life. I am petrified that he will take my son because of my mental illness. I feel so confused. I work second shift and actually there us someone there at work with very mutual interest. Nothing has happened with this individual but talking. He is also in a long term rocky relationship and I don't know what I should do.