Sky, Thanks my friend. he sounds better tonight, called in sick so he could catch up on homework. I also found someone to do the body work for $250.00. I am seeking a coupon that will give me 1/2 price on the allignment if I buy 2 snows. I want him to have good things. I want him to not have the stress that I had. This is triggering my ptsd so much! But, he will have his car back and it will look nice. we are going to get zebra seat covers for him and totally clean the inside of his car. I want to do nice things for him. It is yesterday that he was born and I realized that I had this human that I was responsible for protecting. He is my first and most magical baby. I want POWER to make it better. I need to live today and get through each day. i worry that I will cave and not function well. Want to see my kid again soon and will even sleep in that dreadful house of his. Of course I will bring my own sheets and pillows and blankets. I can drive up there anytime and that is comforting. it is a long drive that kills my back but it's well worth it. anyway, thanks for your support.