I got pregnant at 19 while hypo. Much younger than I wanted children. I had to give up all the things I wanted to do. Worst is that my son's father is not someone I would have spent time around if I was in a normal mood. He was a drug addict and had warrants. I feel terrible that my son has not had a father his whole life [emoji20] It left me with a mountain of debt. I can't afford to do stuff I'd love to do with my son. It's all my fault. I feel like I've lost precious time with him when depressed. My anxiety has kept me from meeting a man. So not even a step dad for him. This is not the life I wanted to give my child at all.