It just sounds to me like she wants you to think about and state why you come to therapy? We don't do things, especially expensive things, we don't want to do. Why do you want therapy? Why do you show up to see her each week? What are you expecting and what are you getting out of it (companionship? a feeling of safety? better understanding of yourself and others? comfort? attention on yourself only instead of parents or siblings or coworkers, etc.).