Really in need of someone to talk to. I feel so bad right now after finding out i've been being lied to for the past 6 months by the guy i had been dating. Things started out good but the past month or so didn't feel right. He is an otr trucker so he's gone a lot. We've gone out of town a few times, dated, etc. but i started to feel that something wasnt right... I've never met his family or friends and i feel we didnt go out or do things as much as we should. I had bought us tickets to a show last month & he said he could go. I gave him a months notice. he cancelled a few days before and said he had to work but turns out he was with another woman & her family. I confronted him and at first he denied even knowing the woman until i told him there were pics on facebook posted on the same day of the show we were supposed to be at. He isn't on facebook but his brother is so i started browsing his brothers page. I looked at his friends list and saw the womans page and she had several pics of herself with the guy i was dating so it looks like they've been together for sometime at least since last year and on our very first date he said he'd been single a year...LIE! I also think he's engaged to her as i found unfinished wedding registry's online. I asked about that and he said there was an engagement but not anymore which i feel is still a lie since in her pics there is a ring on her finger but he Said i was jumping to conclusions and its not what i think. Said he was sorry & should've told me he was going to her family thing. Made it seem as if she's just a friend. Said he was beating himself up about this and felt he needed help and to talk to someone. Sorry but i also felt this was bull also and that he was only sorry i caught him. He lied about his whereabouts! But why do i feel so bad as if i was wrong!?? His entire demeanor changed after that. I haven't heard from him in a month now. I also found out he had an online dating profile and he said he wasn't on there to meet women and he was just on there playing a game! More lies!! U can use phone apps to play games!! I can see he hasn't been on that in weeks now either since I confronted him. So i guess shouldn't feel this way but why do i feel like his fiance is the lucky one? He's cheated on her and lied to her too. I should not feel Like he's now going to be this better person for her since he stopped talking to me and hasn't been online AND changed his number? He called me from a restricted number with this bogus story of how he lost his phone. If thats the case why is it still disconnected. I'm sure if that was true he could have gotten a new phone with the same number!! In the last few weeks i've found out his track record with women hasn't been good, he's barely in his kids lives. He was married for 11 years once and had 2 kids with different women other than his wife during that time. He seems to be a compulsive liar and I should feel lucky to be free with all i've found out lately but I feel like its tearing me up!!!! Like i lost something but this is a pathological liar right? Sometimes i'm ok then i'm angry. I feel like i have ocd because i keep thinking about it and cant let it go!!!