Last night was hard! My partner still drinks, but she's locked herself into her room to drink and stay apart. We are in separation. I was feeling "off", tired I guess- didn't sleep well the night before.

Then our body is craving to feel better, but our minds interpret it as needing a drink, but I know enough to realize that what my body was craving and what alcohol feels like are 2 different animals, so I laid there wishing but not going. If I would of left the house, like when my son wanted a ride to a friends house, my resolve would of melted. But they canceled so I went to sleep.

I love the next morning when you can get up and say 'God I'm glad I didn't drink last night".