oh you are so sweet. I show my son my love and hugs and thoughts all of the time. thank you for saying this. he knows we love him so much and want his life to be easy. There is no such thing. I have guilt in my genes that he has bipolar. How come after everything i have been through my kids too have to suffer? It ain't f in fair. We know that though don't we? So, tomorrow I work and that stinks. Wish me luck. thank you so much