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Old Nov 01, 2015, 12:36 PM
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Originally Posted by Kittycat2015 View Post
For a long time now, I believe that I am the only human on this earth-everyone else are robots pretending to be real people (even my family) and everyone knows who I am. Basically the world around me isn't real. I also believe people can read my thoughts, they can hear what I'm thinking, especially if I get too close to them, but my meds have lessened this thought to a degree. I still can't get my head around people being robots. And really weird things happen to me, like if I'm thinking of something I'll then hear someone mentioning exactly what I was thinking! Or for example if I'm thinking of a song (it can be any random song, even one that's not in the charts), and then I'll hear that song playing! And I've been treated really unfairly for most of my life, and it's always like why me? I've figured out the whole world most be out to get me and it's everyone's mission to target just me. They're just a couple of many examples. It's a horrible way to exist, I feel I can't love anyone fully-not even my friends and family-because I don't believe they are real people. And when people try to reassure me that people are real, I believe that they're lying to me! I've tried different anti-psychotics, I'm currently on Latuda. Is what I think true? If it's not, what can I do to stop myself thinking this way?? And why do weird and unfair things happen to me?? Has anyone else ever felt this way? Replies much appreciated, thanks!
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