I will take you under my wing. At least you can leave the chickens alone!

When I was completely addicted to stimulants, I did not admit addiction but now I do. Addiction, everything you know about it is wrong.

We are isolated and have no distractions like how you should have been at your dads as you said. 20% of US vets in Vietnam were taking heroin (Diamorphine) for pain and everyone thought that they would come back addicted. 95% didn't because they were back in their preferred environment which is why people are still being pumped with large amounts of heroin in hospitals because as most of us know, hospitals suck. Even "Tweaky's palace".

Distraction is key.

A lot of times, I had to wait 2 or so weeks before my refill. One day I just couldn't take it anymore and it's like declaring bankruptcy or something. They gave me a bunch more and 3/3 psychiatrists wont stop prescribing because I really need it. My mom then did the dispensing. If I don't abuse for two weeks, the pills are back in my possession.

It's a process.. A painful one and it can be prevented with strong will etc, distraction, other substances.

Good thoughts sent your way definitely.