I'm actually feeling close to a "normal" I guess today. Friday I had a horrible panic attack in my doctor's office and freaked out on a couple of nurses over an appt. for a new pdoc that they were supposed to let me know about. Well, that appt was missed because I never knew about it and can't get in again until Feb. 1st!!! They say they called me and I'm telling you they have 2 numbers to reach me and I have not missed, received, or gotten a voicemail call on any of my working numbers and the fact that they said they did for some reason really got to me at the time. I apologized to them and just left it at a miscommunication...I guess. Then because of everything on Friday I spent all day yesterday in bed with a migraine, throwing up. I think the rest (sort of) did me good though because I feel more refreshed today and way less depressed than I have been. Maybe I'm coming out of this phase???? I hope!