Kids had a great Halloween. We just go to family usually but this year I let them go around FIL's house, they were pretty excited.
Today I'm sitting home by myself as my ds is out with dh and dd is at a birthday party. I wish I had something to do while they were gone. I'm out of weed so that's not happening and I don't drink so I'm pretty much screwed. I could really use something right now.
I hate how this illness makes us. I hate that I take so many pills just to be semi "normal". I mean WTF is normal anyway? Seriously.
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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