I'm so sorry to read of your loss, momsdown11. Something similar happened to me years ago. I recovered... eventually. But it took time. And, in some ways, it still hurts. I'm glad you came here to PC. Go ahead & hurt for a short time. Then get back out there & start looking for another job. It's important not to dwell on this for too long. Thirty-two days in a new position & all of a sudden you're fired? This is not your fault, although you & your family will bear the brunt of it. I send warm thoughts your way...