So sorry for your situation but I can relate. My dad is a alcoholic and was very violent when I was a kid. He cheated on my mom and then my half sister was born. My mom had Just passed and my dad moved his gf into the house along with my new half sister. I was the middle child and got stuck taking care of my sister every day. My dad would take his gf out drinking/partying every night and I would be so jealous th he didn't want to spend time with me.

Now I'm 28 and it may sound like a excuse, but I blame him for how I turned out. All those years of beatings and verbal drunken abuse. Now id say I have some daddy issues. Actually today he told me to go f$&k myself! So I said he ruined me and caused my PTSD. He claims because we always had food on the table and clothes, he was a good parent. Lol sorry but even if he was a millionaire, he still sucked *** as a father figure. It hurts bad to feel that your own parent doesn't like you. I'm really sorry you're in that situation. ((Hugs))

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