I'm not married but I've gotten that vibe in some relationships. Usually I'm too scared to break it off so I push them away.

The sex, have you tried different things? Spice it up a bit? Do t want to get toO detailed here but a simple toy can do wonders in the bedroom!

I think everybody deserves to be happy. My bf left his wife after he met me because she was always passed out on drugs around his kids. He deserves to be happy so he left. They were together 8 years. As messy as the situation was, he is happy now.

Have you talked to your husband about how you feel? Maybe it's mutual?

And this other guy at work, if you have feelings for him, I'd say the marriage needs to either end or it needs some help.

As far as him taking away your kid because of your MI, that is scary. I don't have kids yet but that's what I fear. I think "what if it doesn't work out and he takes the kids". I think as long as you're stable and taking your meds and working good with your doctors then nothing should happen. But courts may see it differently.

I wish I had more answers for you. Good luck, whatever you decide!

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