If you're MI, I'd say you'd need a dr. What do you mean by you have no necessities? You're suicide ideation should be enough.

Have you been open with this girl about your illness?

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 300mgs
Lamictal titrating at 75mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 50mg PRN