Thank you love. I'm sure the alcohol, haldol, abilify, klonapin, and lamictal combination, while TERRIBLY unhealthy, will make me tired and knock me out long before my husband. Although, while my intention was to be buzzed and relaxed, the combination of alcohol and the same depressing song on repeat is making me feel depressed. It's better than anxious and paranoid, I suppose.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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