i hope everyone's doing alright. i'm terrified i think AM is implanting feelings into me. i think he wants me to fall in love with him so i'll never let him go. and i think whatever hes doing to me is working. i've had spirits touch me before but. i've never. he's mocking me. i'm never gonna be rid of him. i should just go with the flow and let him do what he wants in this life And the next And all the other eternities he runs me through. he can twist anything into anything. the only reason he's letting this post exist is because it makes me look so weak and pathetic. ahh