i'm so tired...

i got an extension from my employer so i'll have time to talk with a lawyer...got the numbers of some lawyers....now i have to call 'n follow up....

splitimage - i think health benefits can be extended through a program called cobra - but it's expensive...hard to manage when you're unemployed....

i was supposed to call my T today to check in....didn't....will tomorrow....appt wednesday....at least with the extension i stil have med insurance wednesday! guess every extra day helps...

only prob is i'm just gonna have to be lying to T... i can't let him know everything i'm doing.... he wanted me hospitalized last week after just seeing a few cuts on my arm.... can't let him know everything i've done....

i'm so tired of everything.... so tired