Went to see my Pdoc today and he wasn't there and I had to see a junior doc. She was really nice but I just couldn't talk to her, could barely put a sentence together without sounding like lars ulrich on diazepam. She reacted badly and was really worried and wanted to call the senior reg. This is why I don't see other doctors, because they don't know what I'm like. If that was my proper doctor we would have been able to discuss what was going on and work through it. Not jump straight to the idea of going into hospital or calling my next of kin. I get to see him next week so I'll have a proper chat then.

Hope you're all well.