went to see my pdoc today, and he was asking me these questions about how it feels to be low........(well to me i feel like the world is on my shoulders and dont want to do anything , even getting out of bed is hard )
do i still hear voices .........(yes i still hear them, they wish me harm).
do i have nightmares ...............(yes i have nightmare but i dont remember then, i only know i have them because my wife tells me i scream out at night and i fight things that arent there).
do i have flashbacks..........(yes i have flashbacks about things that happened in the past).
do you avoid anything that scares you or you see in your flashbacks ............(yes , i avoid my bike , of all things, as when i was first ill i used to ride my bike all the time ).
the long and short of it all he said he feels some ptsd treatment would help me, but now im confused has my depression turned into ptsd or is ptsd a new thing to worry about.