Well, The season is here - commercially at least - and it already has me down. I'm a sucker for the tv movies and specials and have already found myself watching several. The happy sappyness where everyone finds their love really get me down. The whole thing about the holidays is so depressing. Everyone around me is so happy and excited. For me, the commercialism of the holidays just reminds me of my isolation and unhappiness. I wish I could find some way to escape.