Hi Raly. Welcome to Psych Central. Glad you got this off your chest. Sorry you face multiple challenges.
Sleep is one of the most important ways of helping me cope. I used to come home and take a nap I was so stressed. Sleeping can make a big difference.
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Many people here at PC find they can share these feelings and what they are going through with the confidence that people go through similar things and can empathize. So many forums are offered as well as Chatrooms (after you have 5 posts or comments on others posts). Depression chat meets on Thursday night at 9pm EST and Anxiety Friday at 8PM.
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