Thank you. I'm really sorry to hear that you guys are going through similar things. It's awful, and I hope that you find something that helps.

I am really very fortunate with the support I have at the moment.

Things are better than they were, in some ways. It's still so difficult though, and I still can't imagine ever getting back to 'normal'. I can't see how it's possible to go from being this scared to get back to how I used to be. It all just still feels very hopeless. I'm trying to believe that it's possible to get through it, but most of the time I don't really.