Recently, while out with a friend, I had a strong feeling that something was wrong, that something awful was about to happen. Something imminent. What made it worse was, my thoughts would cause it to happen, and then I'd be responsible. I couldn't concentrate on it because then it would have been even more inevitable, but at the same time I couldn't stop thinking about it because it concerned me too much. Now I know that something will happen, but it is in somebody else's control, and I don't trust anybody else's control over the well-being of my friends/family, or my own, but I hate not knowing what they are doing, or in this case, thinking. Within two months, most likely in my family, I've a strong feeling that something awful will happen. I almost want that control back, so I can make sure that it doesn't happen...

I'm not superstitious, but I worry that things like that are bad omens, not because of some old superstition, but because they feel awful and so real. And it doesn't entirely go away. Last time I felt this (like a thought manifesting itself in a feeling, giving away the future) something bad did happen. And if bad things really do come in threes, then there are two more to go... and I know it all sounds silly, but that doesn't make it make any less sense.

Any insight or similar experiences?

**edited for spelling**