WW:

I appreciate your responding to me and caring so much. You have so much on your plate and I want you to know that I'm sending good thoughts your way that things start looking up for you. I feel like maybe my "tell anyone, at this point" came out wrong. I just have no one in 3d to talk to but my husband and I think he just doesn't understand to the extent that it bothers me. He cares I know, it's just that I try to be all brave and don't want to pull him down with me. He gets so angry at my mother sometimes, you have no idea....I can't blame him though. She makes me so angry too.

I agree with you...I don't need to deal with her behaving this way. I do wish so much that I had a mother that loved me and protected me, but it just seems like sometimes she hates me until she turns into a little girl and wants me to be her mommy. I have three kids of my own. I can't put them aside to deal with her. I've done it before and it is not something I am willing to budge on again.

I am learning to take care of myself. That's what my doc says, with everyone else needing something all the time, I have forgotten to take care of Kim. Well, with all you guys' support and caring, that is one way that I am taking care of me. And little by little, you guys' friendship is helping to heal my soul. I can't tell you how much that means to me and I want to thank you.

Take Care of yourself, too, lady.

Kimberly.