Hi, I'm totally new here. I feel kinda odd and out of place (as though it were anything new) but here goes. I just came to this site while in one of my "moods" and I thought that the people here are really nice, and I would like it if there were people I could talk to when I get in one of my moods. My mom gets too frustrated with me when I'm sad. She, God love her, she's a good mom, but she sees me in this unbelievable way. She seems to think that I have unlimited potential, the skys the limit sort of thing. I suppose that's a good opinion to have about your kids, I dunno. I'm just in a bad place right now... well, some of the time. I don't understand it at all. Most of the time everything is under control, but then, I make one mistake and things are just out of control and my life is a mess, and then they pick back up again. I don't get it at all. My boyfriend gets really frustrated because we'll be having a really good time and then he'll say something like "Can you talk a little quieter? I think we're too loud." and then I'm almost in tears, and tripping over myself in apology. I'm in college now, and I have (and have always had) a lot of trouble studying/doing homework, because when I don't understand something, I get SO ANGRY!! I've torn up a countless amount of half completed assignments. Wierd, huh? Okay, well I think I'm done wasting your time, sorry I didn't have much of anything worthwhile to say. Also sorry the order of this doesn't make much sense. Needless to say, I'm not at college right now to become an english major. (I don't know what I want to major in at all!) Sorry if I seem all strange an' stuff. I CAN be fun, I promise, but I'm kinda sorta in one of my "moods" right now. Sorry again.