Seeing my pdoc today, cpn got me an emergency appt. he won't prescribe without seeing me. I feel sick and worried about it. I hate seeing him. What if he changes my diagnosis back and throws me out of the service. Guess I'd just leave it and go to the dogs. I've had hell from services. I don't trust them. Oh **** I don't want to go. But I need help. I hope he can see that.