Does anyone else's anxiety go through the roof in November and December because of Christmas? I used to love the holiday, but now I hate it. I barely make ends meet through the year. I have no idea how I'm going to buy my son's gifts. And I'm kind of expected to get stuff for my 5 nieces and nephews. I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it. I know this is not just a bipolar thing because I am sure A LOT of people go through this.