Hey cash, I can understand wanting to be alone. Get me in a mood and all I want is to be alone too, which is impossible with a little one (or little ones in your situation!). There have been times when I was having a particularly hard time with being a parent that my husband has actually told me that if I needed to take a break for a few days at my friend's house that would be okay. I never did it because I feel like a monster when I want to get away like that because what kind of mom am I for feeling that way?! Other moms seem so happy and content with the mom thing and I struggle with it. Don't know. Wanted to let you know you're not alone with wanting to get away for awhile.