It sounds like you found a terrible therapist, and should try to find a new one. I, too, have had such bad experiences with all the professionals I have tried to get for help. I could give a funny run-down of the reasons for not going back to each one. It's not funny though, and very frustrating to not be able to get help. The last one I had been seeing couldn't get his billing figured out with his wife who was his office manager and the insurance company. I told him that he needs to fix his problem with the insurance company and let me know whether or not I owe him any money before I would agree to come back and see him for my next appointment. I feel pretty sure that he will never call me again. He was trying to get me to pay him as though I didn't have insurance at the time of our appointments. He even kept changing prices on me telling me how much he is supposed to get. Talk about unprofessional! I think writing on here and getting peer support is helping me better.