I haven't. But I have a built-in safety system, a fear of losing control. Obviously it happens, I am bipolar but I won't do anything that makes me feel that way on purpose. I think the last time I had alcohol beyond a sip of wine at Christmas (I used to try it and never like any of it; now wine is unsafe with my MAOI so I don't try it) was probably 16 or 17 years ago and that would just have been a wine cooler. Even then one was enough and I never had more than a very occasional one. Other drugs scare me just as much and I honestly wouldn't know how to go about getting them anyway.
(It also probably enters the equation that I went to a strict Christian college where drinking was grounds for expulsion and so there just wasn't that atmosphere when I was in the big "party" ages).
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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