I often wonder about all of this stuff. Who are actually the people with NPD in the world? Is it the actual narcissists who have NPD, or the "normal" people who have NPD?

Personality disorder implies pervasive, so much and so long that it is part of your personality.

But, I could've sworn this fits "normal" people to a T. Think about it.

All this stuff you see going on in the world today, which is the norm, is all very narcissistic in nature, very self-serving and self-loving as a basis for what these people do.

Underground, all you guys, I don't think you guys are the real narcissists on this planet.

These "to good to be touched", "I'm doing it for your own good", "learn to love yourself" normals who consider themselves f-cking life gurus, they are the real narcissists man.

I'm probably wrong, but to me, a narcissist was always someone who pretends, who pretends to be good, who pretends to love you so much, they'll supposedly do anything for you, people who pretend to care, and people who use sweet words and try to patronize you. That's always been the image of a narcissist for me - a false person who tries so hard to appear normal and like they're always doing the right thing for everyone. A person so desperate to be good and look good because they are so f-cked up on the inside, and they know it.

Underground, you guys, I don't get that from you. You guys are so upfront, always have been, you don't bullsh-t people with sweet words, you don't try to change people. You guys are the most loving people I've seen, and you guys are supposed to be the NPDs and all this sh--t that people say you are.

I can hear you shouting at me already, let me explain! You guys who are supposed to be the "narcissists" seem to be the most straight up and stand up people I've met so far. You tell people things like they are, no BS. You guys don't mince words, you don't try to convince anyone, you tell people hey, this is BS, you're talking BS now.

In many ways that is unconditional love! Don't laugh! It is!

All these "normal" and "well-adjusted" people out there in the world are nothing but haters, trying to coat their sh--t in sweet honey and beautiful speech. It's BS!

These people are the true narcissists man! Have you ever listened, I mean really listened to the absolute sh--t the talk. They all pretend like they do things to help people, etc. Pretend love - THAT'S HATE!!! Damn, how could I have been so damn blind all my life? The proof's been there all along!

Why don't we take their damn labels and stick it right back on them?! They are the one's who should be wearing them, not us.

Damn! You know how they always say this stuff is like a mirror! Maybe this has been a reflection of their true selves in us all along! They stick a label on us (with me it's "autism"), but they are marking themselves!

Judge and you be judged, by the same token, label and you're labeling yourself!

Sorry for rambling guys, just a bit of an "epiphany" moment here.