I haven't been into Xmas since adolescence. I just can't get excited about it. It's such a hallmark holiday these days. And now black Friday is black Thursday. It also emphasizes my loneliness. And to top it all off, my best friend, my grandmother, passed away Xmas day 2013. So now I REALLY can't get into xmas. Last year I didn't attend any xmas events at work. I just wanna skip forward to mid-January.