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Old Nov 03, 2015, 10:20 PM
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Thanks for asking. I'm so not well. I just snuggled my oldest daughter so tightly after her bed time and reminded myself that if anything happened to me my youngest daughter won't even remember me. I have so much guilt rummaging through my head right now but that is a very good thing. My husband is sleeping downstairs. I did call my mom, woke her up, but I told her I was scared and she talked me down some. My pdoc did not get back to me but I'm sure he will in the morning. I just want to be better.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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