Thanks for asking. I'm so not well. I just snuggled my oldest daughter so tightly after her bed time and reminded myself that if anything happened to me my youngest daughter won't even remember me. I have so much guilt rummaging through my head right now but that is a very good thing. My husband is sleeping downstairs. I did call my mom, woke her up, but I told her I was scared and she talked me down some. My pdoc did not get back to me but I'm sure he will in the morning. I just want to be better.