Have you felt this way for a long time? Isn't there even one person on the team that you kind of trust?

Psychiatric problems can make us very sensitive to anything that seems even a little bit like rejection. When you have a meeting with any members of the team, they should be reminding you of your strengths, and not just your challenges. You do have strengths.

This could be a communication problem. I hope you get some positive feedback from someone on the team soon. No one can deal with a totally negative evaluation of who they are.