well, your post kinda did helped me today. having a borderline personality disorder is just so much to take sometimes. its so exhausting. the mood swings vary every minute. at the end of the day you're just beat and want to go to sleep. but after some hours of sleep, anxiety kicks in and you wake up in the middle of the night. you start your day tired and you just tell yourself all day that you're tired and want to quit everything. this goes on and on and on everyday. help me