My anxiety is so high right now... In 2 hours I have to see the company doctor who is very intimidating to say the least. They want to know everything about my MH problems, which I am not comfortable with telling them everything. I dont think I should have to tell them everything.. My psych doctor said that they can ring her if they like and I gave consent to that, which I dont mind because she said she will tell them the minimum if they do call. I dont think I am ready to back yet but I would like to think I would be able to go back before christmas.. So I have to play the waiting game... I hate this.. I wish the appointment was earlier in the morning so I could get it over with. I hope I dont start crying... That is my worst fear...Deep breaths....... sorry guys for ranting on, and thanks for your input. I do appreciate it very much..