I am not going to call her. I have been a great daughter. She is only twisting my words to manipulate me and she knows it.

I was taught by this mother that love is really hate. How can someone really love you when they hurt you?

This is why I drew a husband to me who is my tormenter.

If I wasn't so beaten down from him, I probably could deal with her much better. Dr. Phil said "You teach people how to treat you".

I don't have these conflicts with any one else.

It's helping me to journal this. I'll be able to read this later and see it clearly. Thank you for giving me the forum PC