Hi there - I just wanted to tell you, you remind me of me. When I am manic, I take off. I have traveled all over the country, to Mexico, and to three African countries, all with next to no money while manic. Each place I have been I was on some sort of mission. I put myself in a lot of really dangerous situations and trusted people I shouldn't have, I got taken advantage of by multiple people. I also found myself in Oklahoma City at one time, chasing my jerk ex who didn't want me. Before I was medicated I accepted that I was a drifter. I just could not stop myself from leaving. I have moved over 20 times (I am only 26). The medication doesn't take away all my symptoms but it allows me to remain in one place even though at times it is painful. I don't know why I am inclined to be constantly moving around from place to place...not all people do this when manic though I have definitely heard stories. I'm on disability now and I am grateful for that because I am more stable than I ever have been in my adult life. I know I could not hold a job right now...not sure if I ever will, as my illness seems to be getting worse. I just stay at home and try to keep my **** together, try to be happy in my current relationship. Anyways, just wanted to let you know you're not alone in your inclination to travel. It's a weird thing.