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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Smart girl, you are so right! I'm proud of you to realize this. 
We live for our drug of choice. We work for it, plan for it, put it first over responsibilities like bills and sometimes children. We look forward to it in our day, we chase it....hustling our way to get it. We use after a hard day to cope, we use after an easy day as a reward to ourselves. We use to wake up and get going. We use to beat a hang over. We use to calm the nerves. We use to put up with family. We use to walk out the door. We use to look in the mirror.
You are doing so awesome, there's hope for you yet! Atta girl!  |
Couldn't have said it better, alwaychanging2! That describes my life for the last ten years to a tee. Good times, bad times, holidays and everyday. Everything was an excuse to use.
I am going to start attending celebrate recovery next Thursday. I am going to start with that and then start attending some meetings closer to my grandmothers house, when I am over in her area. That may help me avoid the people I used to deal with.
Thank you for the kind words as well, always changing, I don't think I ever realized how bad off I really was until I got clean.
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