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Originally Posted by JaneTennison1
You are scared to love her and want out, but it's too late. You DO love her for everything you can have from T and everything she can provide. I know thinking of loss feels overwhelming and huge especially given your H passing away but you are not being asked to tackle it now. Future Rainbow will have to contend with and I don't know how independent she will be, how prepared she will be. You are not the same person you were a year a go and nor are you the same person you will be a year from now. Try not to panic over future potential problems. You have a good thing and you don't have to push it away. You deserve to enjoy the good thing. Don't sabotage it.
Love isn't a choice and you already love her, you may as well embrace it an enjoy it.
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This time my phone didn't change your post. My T said the same thing about being a different person now. She say if she does move away in the future, or die, I will be able to get through it. I emailed her after the session that I love her but don't want to. She emailed back already, about letting whatever feelings I have, let them come, and all parts are welcome. She also told me " you are you",and to paint my own way, and that I'm a very talented artist! Nice to read at 7:30 a.m.