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Old Aug 07, 2007, 03:57 PM
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DON'T FEEL LONELY!!!! I've never, never, NEVER been able to hold down a job longer than 3 years. I feel so inadaquate at times. Why did God make me this way? What's the purpose of ME??? That is what I ask myself all the time about my monitary worth. Well, nothing from nothing is still NOTHING!!!
Every job I got I was fired at for something stupid. Stupid is as stupid did......according to myself. I only had a security job and carried a firearm and belly club. I felt good.
After a while though, the job became too much for me emotionally. The bad wolf came knocking at my door. I'd let him in thinking this time was going to be different. Ha.
What the hell do I know? Not much. About disability.....I am married to a successful man so I don't QUALIFY for state disability. You have to fall into a certain criteria for that.
I do not!!! So much for that, and I've never paid into S.S. so
I can't get that either. Life sucks, then you die!!! Oh well.....