32-year-old female

First diagnosed with EDNOS at age 16 so it's now been half my life.

I got better for a while. A long time, actually.

Then I was diagnosed bipolar and put on a lot of medications that made me gain weight.

Didn't bother me for a long time because I was too busy just trying not to die.

Then I got on the scale one fateful morning. The number was so big I thought it had to be wrong. But it was real.

10 months later the ED is back in full force. Not sure what details I'm allowed to post here so I'm purposefully being vague.

Have damage to several organ systems that might be reversible if I stop.

But I can't stop.

What do I do?

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