I agree that you might want to talk to your doctor.... Did he put you on meds? And do you have a prn, which is a med you can take as needed?

I have Zyprexa for the times I'm throwing stuff or breaking things?

Do you feel safe or are you volatile enough to hurt yourself or someone else? If so, call your pdoc right away and/or go to emerg.

I hope you feel better soon and welcome!