I have BP 1. My pdoc took me off Lithium at my request and in know time things went downhill quickly. I had anxiety, I was impulsive went and got a few piercing and tattoos. I had bad insomnia. My racing thoughts were terrible. I most wanted to hurt others...family members because I believed they wronged me. Now hurting a stranger was no problem either because I had road rage and carried a bat. I once jumped out the car with my bat and scared the hell out of another driver. After it happened I sat in the car and thought abt, what had happened. I was actually in the wrong. Then I started crying trying to figure out what was wrong with me. I would be manic and depressed at the same to. With my family I could try to kill them while crying. I'm mad pissed off and upset crying. For me once it's over I'm mad. I feel my actions were justified. I've been IP twice for mixed episodes

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