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Old Aug 07, 2007, 04:19 PM
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So sad to think that she only had ONE way out! She has left her family with an awful empty feeling that can never fill up again. I know. I am surviving my own mothers suicide.
Even though she's been gone for 14 years now, the feeling still the same. It's a one heartache over another. There will
never be "closure" for this family. It's like being on a "runaway train" that never stops, never refuels, never takes on any passengers............it keeps going and going
and it never lets up. You can't cry enough tears to calm it
and take it away..........the guilt will soon set in and that's a whole other story. I wish that family peace and love, but I fear it isn't enough..........that poor child will never know what
she's done?............only God can show her now.