i wanted to cry but i realized i cant let self destructive people come in an ruin my life too. ive dropped out of all my classes and thats what she wants to see me do, is fail at life. my dad has told me countless stories of how she mistreated him while they were together and i keep wanting to mend the relationship but its not gonna happen. this is a turning point in my life. im going to group and therapy tomorrow and talking about this. hopefully i wont break down. im gonna start going to church and getting involved in stuff. im not gonna let this break me.