Lol yeah I hear wanting to be thin but I'll just say that dropping as much weight as I have in such a short amount of time has made me seriously physically ill. It's ****ed too because I've been eating a lot, way more than normal but I'm dropping all this weight anyways.


I think you're right about winter and fall bringing renewed life, breaking old patterns, gaining a different perspective on yourself and life, etc.


You know how to reach me if you want to feel a bit less lonely for awhile.