Back on Seroquel. I'm not happy about it since I will have to take diabetes medicine for the rest of my life. I have no other options for APs and Seroquel has been the only one that works. I need stability and I need it fast, missing work lately. I totally flipped today on my husband and let it all out about my fears with bipolar and the mental and physical issues that come along with it. The fact of being reminded all day long when taking these dang meds. Knowing that this is the way life is going to be, and I'm sorry he has to deal with me. Marriage has been rough living with these illnesses. I was diagnosed a year into our marriage, married now for ten years. That's a long and stressful time to deal with my crap. So all in all, not a good day for me.