Saw the DARs counselor a month ago....we talked about my options.....she pretty much agrees with me that I'm in a very bad position job wise. I have no trail work period left...usually not a big problem getting hired(very high functioning when I'm doing well. ....it's those in-between periods that cost me jobs and friends...I'm feeling rather hopeless about it all now. So if I at any point make over 1000 dollars in a month my SSDI will be dropped, they will expedient reinstatement but meanwhile I'll have nothing if I lose a job. If I earn over 150 dollars I'll lose the medicare which helps pay the co-pays, medicine and monthly fee. Earning less than 1000 dollars will not cover the expense I lose. Still I want to go back to work so were covering all the options available including finding some way of allowing me extra trail work periods. Pretty bleak unless I'm willing to risk losing everything. My stability depends on low stress and some kind of peace that I won't lose it all....again.